Thinking …

(4.20.14)

yeah ..

pinagalitan nanaman ako .. nagulat din ako eh , sobra akong nasaktan sa lahat ng sinabe ng mama ko ..

alam ko namang ung iba dun eh totoo .. pero sobra akong nasaktan nung tinatawag niya akong GAG* , Tarantad*.. 

hindi ko alam pero kapag galing pala sa magulang mo ung mga salitang un sobrang sakit .. 

ung insidente na sinasabe niya kaya siya nagalit ay about dun sa mga relatives niya .. hindi ko naman talaga intention na mag sungit tinry ko naman ngumiti kahit iba na pakiramdam ko , ningingitian ko naman sila , kinakausap pero hindi na talaga kaya ng energy ko .. 

tapos sinusumbat pa sken ni mama ung pagpunta ko ng antipolo .. kahit ako nag sisisi na sumama ako .. pero kahit bihira nalang naman kami nag kikita ng mga HS FRIENDS ko .. pero kasi nag paalam naman ako .. inayos ko ung pag papaalam ko pumayag naman si mama kaya naisip ko ok edi go ..

pero nagulat nalang ako nang bigla niyang inungkat un .. talaga naman kasing sasakit ang buong katawan ko kung lakadin ba naman namin simula STA.LUCIA hanggang antipolo church .. 

sa totoo lang pwede namang humindi si mama eh .. ayos lang sken kahit na medyo alam kong ssma loob ko tatanggapin ko naman eh .. atleast hindi naging ganun ang pakiramdam ko nung nag outing kami ..

oo hindi ako perpekto .. tinatry ko naman na marating ko ung expectation na gusto nila sken eh .. minsan nasasaktan na talaga ako kapag madalas akong naicocompare sa ate ko .. hindi ba nila naisip na iba kami ni ate ? oo mag kapatid kami pero iba pa din kami .. BAKIT BA LAGI NILA KAMING PINAG COCOMPARE ??!!!! 

HINDI KO NAMAN GINUSTO TO EH .. SINUSUBUKAN KO NAMAN MAGING KATULAD NI ATE PERO HINDI KO KAYA .. oo siya na magaling , matalino, masipag .. ako ? walang matinong decisyon , hindi matalino, TAMAD, MALDITA, WALANG KWENTA …ok ako na 

kanina nilinis ko ung sala .. kahit papaano nag effort ako , pero pag uwi nila ang init agad ng ulo ni mama .. naintindihan ko naman un kaya tumahimik lang ako pero hindi man lang niya napansin na maayos ung bahay .. na nag effort ako ayusin ung sala kahit nga ung sarili kong kwarto hindi ko nalilinis eh .. TAMAD ako pero nag effort akong ayusin ung sala .. akala ko mapapansin niya pero hindi .. pinagalitan lang niya ako .. 

sorry kasi sa bawat kasalanan na nagagawa ko .. oo mali ako MALING MALI PO AKO SA GINAGAWA KO SA INYO .. KUNG PAANO KO KAYO PAKITUNGUHAN … mama hindi ako perpekto , sinusubukan ko naman mapuntahan ung expectations nio sa akin pero SA NGAYON hindi ko pa kaya .. kaya nga minsan naisip ko sana makagraduate nako para makapag trabaho na at para maipakita ko sa pamilya ko na kaya ko din .. sa totoo lang mama kulang ako sa pansin .. oo nakukuha ko l;ahat ng gusto ko sa inyo .. sa totoo nga spoiled na ako , walang problema sa pag papalaki nio sken pero hindi ko alam pero parang may kulang .. para bang may iba akong hinahanap … nakuha ko na ang gusto ko gadgets at iba pero hindi ko alam pero may kulang talaga .. un siguro ung papuri lang sa maliit na effort na nagagawa ko .. busy kasi kayo kaya sa ibang tao ako humihingi ng pansin .. kaya nagagawa kong sumama kila kim .. pero sana wag nio namang isipin na MAS MASAYA AKO SA KNILA DAHIL SA BAWAT PANGARAP KO KAYO ANG INIISIP KO .. ayoko nalang mag salita at sagutin kayo sa bawat sinasabe nio sken .. tatanggapin ko nalang , tatahimik nalang ako kasi alam ko namang wala ding mangyayari kahit mag salita ako .. iiyak nalang ako .. 

hindi ko naman ginusto na ganito ako eh .. 

minsan naisip ko sana nga nasa ibang pamilya nalang ako o kaya hindi nalang ako nabuhay para walang nag bibigay ng sama ng loob sa inyo .,. kasi kahit na anong gawin kong effort para marating ung expectation nio sken hindi ko magawa ayaw ko naman ipilit dahil baka iba na ang maging epekto ..

sorry sa lahat .. alam ko namang wala nang magagwa ang sorry ko .. hindi ako galit sa inyo pero galit ako sa sarili ko .. 

sana one day , maging maayos na ang lahat 

So tired na =___= .. hindi ko na maramdaman ung buong binti ko .. hahahah ! Sarap mag pa FOOTSPA nito ♢

So tired na =___= .. hindi ko na maramdaman ung buong binti ko .. hahahah ! Sarap mag pa FOOTSPA nito ♢

Alay Lakad 2014 (April 17-18)

Yiiiizz !
Pers taym ^___^
Sumama ako ng alay lakad .. XD
Ganun pala un ! Hahahah

Buwis buhay nga .. :D
Saya nga eh .. kasi walo lang kami :))
TAKTE . Di ko na maramdaman ung paa ko eh ..
Mag lakad ba naman simula STA.LUCIA hanggamg ANTIPOLO CHURCH :D
Sayaaa

Sana next year madami kami
Aaaaay .. wala pala ako dto next year ng summer :P XD

Hahaha !
Ok tulog nako :)))

GOOD NIGHT ^__^

When i met him again </3

(4.16.14)

waaaah ! Grabeee today ..
Hindi ko alam pero parang mas gusto ko nalang mag palamon sa lupa kanina .

Pano ba naman kasi !
Nakita ko si bhezie ule =___= after 3 months ata ?

Kainis ! Sabi na nga ba eh .. kaya pala kanina pako kinakabahan :P

Kasura 3 

Ewan ko ba ..
Pero isang bagay lang ang napatunayan ko nang makita ko siya ule

Naka move on na nga ako :))) thank you lord ^__^ pero ewan ko ba ,kinakabahan pa din ako sa harap niya dahil na din siguro na hindi pako makausap siya katulad ng dati ?

Naka move on na ako sa feelings ko for him pero hindi pa ata ako nakaka move on sa experience ..

Ok na yaaa :))
Time heals every wound naman eh ♡

(4-15-14)

Day 2 ng NSTP :)

Hahah ! Ewan ko ba ..
Ano bang nangyari ? Eh may pinagawa lang namang sa aming activity at may nag salita lang sa harap .. XD

Ewan ko ba kung anong nangyari :P

Cause were reunited again :))
I miss this freaking girls ♡♡♡

1st day of NSTP ^__^

unpopularkpop-opinions:

I really don’t find Miss A suzy as ATTRACTIVE. I don’t know why people would buzz about Suzy’s “amazing looks” so what if it is natural? I know tons of people with natural looks and they look MORE better than Suzy. She isn’t that pretty and her aegyo is annoying. SHE ISN’T THAT PRETTY!!

WAG KA MAGALIT&#160;!!! XD HAHAHABAB LOL

unpopularkpop-opinions:

I really don’t find Miss A suzy as ATTRACTIVE. I don’t know why people would buzz about Suzy’s “amazing looks” so what if it is natural? I know tons of people with natural looks and they look MORE better than Suzy. She isn’t that pretty and her aegyo is annoying. SHE ISN’T THAT PRETTY!!

WAG KA MAGALIT !!! XD HAHAHABAB LOL

unpopularkpop-opinions:

There’s something about MBLAQ and their fans and how they interact that make me feel like they are genuine family. I heard even the Korean A+ and International A+ are really friendly with one another (when they can communicate) and help each other a lot. Man, that’s one cool fandom.

Waaah&#160;! I want to experience that :D

unpopularkpop-opinions:

There’s something about MBLAQ and their fans and how they interact that make me feel like they are genuine family. I heard even the Korean A+ and International A+ are really friendly with one another (when they can communicate) and help each other a lot. Man, that’s one cool fandom.

Waaah ! I want to experience that :D

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fuckyeahshintaro:

After 7 years = 23yo
Aim at being GTM (Great Teacher Morimoto)?It’s unexpected, surprising… I might become a teacher (laughs)! Because I’ll be 23, it’s just when I graduate from university and the first year of being a working adult, right? Right now, I think I’d want to get teacher’s license for physical education. As I’m getting along well with my high school PE teacher, the lessons are fun every day. I thought that it would be nice if in the future, I could make kids’ school life fun like the one I’m spending. Well, but for the license, it seems like you must take various special classes, so it already seems a bit bothersome… (if someone knows which magazine this is from, please enlighten me? :D)

fuckyeahshintaro:

After 7 years = 23yo

Aim at being GTM (Great Teacher Morimoto)?

It’s unexpected, surprising… I might become a teacher (laughs)! Because I’ll be 23, it’s just when I graduate from university and the first year of being a working adult, right? Right now, I think I’d want to get teacher’s license for physical education. As I’m getting along well with my high school PE teacher, the lessons are fun every day. I thought that it would be nice if in the future, I could make kids’ school life fun like the one I’m spending. Well, but for the license, it seems like you must take various special classes, so it already seems a bit bothersome…
(if someone knows which magazine this is from, please enlighten me? :D)